
hid_edgar
- August 25th, 20:03
Ah yes, what a better way to start this blog update than with a bit of poker
I tell you, this sport is very very tough to deal with. You deal with an array of emotions. You go through bad beats, suck outs, beat the craziest odds, win money, lose money, go on tilt, ridicule bad players, etc...
As many of you may know, I loooooooove POKER! Don't believe me? Check out my constant tweets when I am playing it. Televised events make me more excited than a kid going to Disneyland, I can talk about it for hours, I can watch it for hours, heck I can go on and on about my love for it, but I know that will turn you guys off!
Its been 3 years since I fell in love with the game, and believe me I've come a long way. From the very first day when I played and got cheated by some piece of shit FAT GUY, to winning up to $700 in one night, my poker game has vastly improved. Not to sound cocky, but I am pretty damn good and I'm 100% confident that I can beat most of my friends who play it. My reading skills have improved, my discipline is uncanny, and I think like a pro when playing the game. I still get nervous jitters when I enter a casino, but I am able to control those feelings as soon as I sit down on a table. I am able to play 2-7 offsuit (and believe me I have won tons of times with this hand), I don't go all-in crazy on draws, I make mathimatical correct calls, I'm not afraid to bet big when I have a weak hand and know my opponent is weak. OK Edgar shut up lol
The point I'm trying to make, is that if I was to start off with a bankroll of $100,000 dollars, I would be on my way to start a professional poker career. But why haven't I reached this pinnacle? Because of the fucking idiots in the lower limit games!
I initially deposited $50 into a pokerstars online account 4 months ago, and decided to try this online phenomemon. After months of online experience through the facebook poker application, I felt I was ready to make some money. And boy was I off to a good start. My first week, I was up $100 for playing my best and winning when I should have been winning. You can already guess where this is going. For 3 months, I went through so many bad players getting too lucky. I went through a rollercoaster bank roll that went up $100 one night, and down $100 the following night. At one point, I was about to win $500 in a tournament that costed me $12 to enter, but ONE PLAYER played so bad, he ended up beating me in 2 hands where I was a 93% favorite! The guy ended up eliminating me and I went through a long shit talking rant. There are so many bad beats to share, but none was as bad as that one tournament. I ended up winning around $80 when it could have been more. Just 1 month ago, my bankroll depleted to 0.69 cents lol. Why? Cuz of idiots!
You have to understand, when people risk so little, they don't play their best. So when I enter these small 25 cent games, $20 sit-n-go's and other low stake games, its hard to play your best. Yes I have had my share of luck (I held KK and knew my opponent had AA yet I called. He did ended up having AA but I hit a King in the turn. THAT WAS LUCK), but I never rely on it. Even at casino's, I get lady luck doing the impossible and helping out the other player win a hand. I get rewarded for making amazing calls, but I get punished during turns and rivers due to dumb dumb luck! But all the bad beats and suckouts still hasn't stop me from playing this game. I love this game! I'll make this clear to everyone: THIS IS NOT A PHASE! This is nothing like my DDR phase, LAPD Explorer phase, and many others. I can definitely profit from this game! This year alone, I am up maybe $300 from playing poker. Sure I've thrown many hours into it, but the more you play the game, the better of a player you evolve into.
And I'm always looking for small poker nights with friends, but they all live oh so far and I don't have many close ones who are interested. I'm willing to share my wisdom and knowledge to anyone who wants to get good at the game. Like I said, I am pretty damn good and you will not regret playing with me. I still have A LOT to learn, and I kid you not, this game is REALLY REALLY hard to master. For everyone who thinks this game is pure luck, i would like for you to explain how many of the greatest players reach the final table every year at the world series of poker? at the world poker tour? at the aussie millions championship?
People have their doubts on me and I don't blame them. But whenever you want to lay down a high stake battle with me, I gurantee you will have a very hard time. That's why I need $100,000 dollars so that I can play my best, and get rewarded for playing my best! Playing at the world series of poker is a dream of mine, and although winning it is inconceivable, I will continue my love for this game!
I almost forgot to mention, but I am pursuing a communications degree in hopes to get a job at the World Series of Poker or any other televised events. Before you say, "Edgar are you insane?", hang on tight for the school update.